This is one of the most popular methods but it has be subject to debates regarding the success of the method. You will be needing a cylinder of Helium, control kit and hose for regulating the flow of the gas, a big plastic bag and any elastic material like rubber band or something like that which can hold the plastic bag in place. Here is how it works:
- Fix the control kit and hose with the cylinder of Helium.
- Put the other end of the hose inside the plastic bag and fill it with Helium.
- Insert your head inside the plastic bag and use the elastic object to fix the plastic bag with your neck. Don't forget to keep the hose inside the bag for steady supply of Helium.
Now what? Take two or three (or as many as you can) deep breaths. Since there is no oxygen in the plastic bag and since the air that you breathe out has no oxygen as well, you become unconscious pretty soon. The steady supply of Helium through the hose will ensure that you die within 10-15 minutes.
Some Important Points:
- Instead of Helium, you can use Chlorine (which will have an unpleasant smell), Nitrogen, Argon and other gasses which are pretty easy to acquire. You can buy Helium Cylinders from eBay or Amazon.
- Make sure that the elastic band you are using is strong enough to hold the plastic bag in place.
I tried this and it works great....
ReplyDeleteand you are still alive... weird...
Deleteare you some kind of ghost or what... if you are then just use your fucking ghostly power to kill me also i am tired of making failed attempts to end my life... :)
How old r u cos in my experience u will feel differently in a few weeks and wonder how u were Eva so selfish to consider suicide.
DeleteI wouldn't go around publishing your success with this method... there being no statute of limitations on homicide and all.
DeleteWhy are you still blogging then . You wouldnt be if it were Potassium Cyanide or Cyanide gas . I have the cyanide assayed at 99.6% purity . Guaranteed delivery e-mail skiptin@gmail.com .
DeleteThe violent convulsions from exposure make for a high risk bad or tube displacing. I have researched this method and people upon waking are covered in vomit. You need a full tank so repeat is not possible. Neurological damage would suck. waking up blind would really suck. Nerve damage like that causes pain in nerves would suck. But it is best with assist. It came from a painless way for people dyingntonend pain with assist. Fyi
DeleteI doubt this method fails much. There have been cases in the press of people dying while playing around with helium. I suspect most of the failure stories are propaganda to stop people attempting it. Need to make sure it is pure helium in tank.
DeleteThere was a suicide special on PBS a few weeks ago, NOVA or Frontline or something. Helium was by far the most preferred method. They even spoke with an organization that will assist you in your suicide.
DeleteNobody asked to be born, nobody asked to be a slave to the "American Way". I am 38 years old, I have an MBA from a top 20 business school, and I would love to die. I have done everything I want. Traveled the globe, got an education, even lived in a tent in the National Forest for a year and a half. I am done. I am just tired, and bored. There is nothing wrong with suicide
I can relate to what you are saying..do you have any family?... Just wanna know how much alike we might be...
Deletebored with life is not being depressed. there is really nothing wrong with suicide .just because my wife and kids don't see it that way.helium seems to be the best reliable and least messiest way to go outside in your car with your best cd in the player ,while the are all away.
DeleteI am becoming a bit wary of the "no pain and it's easy" approach. I think it's important to remember that the people who write these things are all alive so their personal experience is limited.
ReplyDeleteI'm a bit bitter because I heard so much about how "peaceful" carbon monoxide suicide was supposed to be. Well I've tried it twice and it was anything but peaceful. I went into epileptic-like seizures and tumbled out of my truck to the ground in a heap (you'd be surprised the way your body will automatically react and find escape routes even when the brain isn't really working).
I am one day removed from my last attempt and I still feel like Hell.
Yea, I tried a car once, hose to the inside, but got so sick I got out..problem is converters really weaken the CM levels...I think charcoal grills is the better way, put 3 of those in a small room should be fairly quick and painless...Now, I lve with a severe painful nerve illness and now in utter poverty, I don't want to die, just can't live like this alone....I try to live each day, but if I have to do it, that is how
DeleteFirst of all, modern cars do not produce anywhere near the amount of carbon monoxide that are necessary for a suicide. This method was fairly reliable back before we started caring about air pollution from cars.
DeleteSecondly, it boggles my mind why anyone would say that CO2 posioning is a peaceful death. The sensation of suffocating does not come from a lack of oxygen in the blood, but rather from a buildup of CO2, so if all you're breathing is CO2 then it will most likely feel as if drowning or being strangled. The scientific name for this CO2 poisoning is "Hypercapnia". Look it up, it describes the exact symptoms you were having in your car.
Much better to use nitrogen (or helium if nitrogen is unavailable), which displaces oxygen in the blood same as CO2, but without the feeling of panic. Nitrogen and helium in an exit bag can render you unconscious in a few minutes and then the rest goes from there. If you use it in an enclosed space such as a car, then it will obviously take longer and the method will be less reliable.
CO2 and CO are not the same thing.
DeleteExactly. CO= Carbon Monoxide, CO2= Carbon Dioxide
DeleteEven if it is painless to you, it certainly hurts the ones you leave behind.
ReplyDeleteThe ones we leave behind is sometimes the reason we want to leave in the first place. I´ve decides years ago to leave, because people don´t WANT to connect to you when you´re ill, I only waited this long because my youngest sister was a teenager when I felt like doing it. Sorry to bring your view of the world a darker shade.
Deletego fuck yourself... its easy to advice cos that's the cheapest thing available in this world... if people are willing to take an extreme act like that then try put yourself from their shoes... if you really wanna feel others pain feel it from their side which really takes fucking long time which that individual has really suffered till his life time and if you say you feel others pain in a matter of second its just mere understanding which anyone con do fucking understanding but nobody than the victim can anyone feel the true pain of that paining situation(s)...
Deletego to hell if you wanna advice people... go and do it outside you can even make money out of it cos everything's been commercialized these days...
i have tried sleeping pills and it took two days i was so drugged... finally in the afternoon of the second day i drifted off and there was little kids welcoming me and i was so very very happy but then something nugged me like it wanted to wake me up and someone was saying in my head over and over: call someone, call someone now! It was so much that i did it and they called the ambulance. So I was dead and this "something" woke me up. I was soooo dissapointed after that because really i dont see a future for myself anymore. I dont even want to talk about what my life is like now...
Deleteyou had a near death experience like WOW l would DIE for that experience how lucky are you that in the middle of your depression you buzz off to the after life and experience that, count your blessings as there must be a reason for them to send you back here, look for it.
DeleteCan't wait to do this!
ReplyDeletewhat if you have no ones to leave behind? both my parents are dead ... the man I was going to marry has left me ... why? I have multiple sclerosis & have no job.
ReplyDeleteIt's just sad to me I do know what it's like to want to kill yourself I've felt that way and tried to. But life is there to challenge u. People can be cruel. Ruthless and evil. Life is cruel my partner has been given less than four years to live if he doesn't have a kidney transplant. I can't tell u how it feels to have his life hanging in the balance. We have three kids and all he wants is a chance to see them grow up get married etc. I know how life can kick u in the nuts when ur down we have had one thing after another go wrong in the last two yrs but we hang in there. Show your strength and courage and choose the hard option and live. It's not easy but it's not suppose to be. Don't be weak and take the easy way out. Show them they are wrong and live the way YOU want.
DeleteThat man u were going to marry obviously doesn't deserve you. Please hang in there. You never know what the future holds. We all are on this planet for a reason and if u don't wait around u won't ever find out your purpose. My auntie died of ms she was married to my uncle. The docs told her not to have kids but she had two beautiful kids who are now grown with there own families. unfortunately my selfish uncle was weak and left her when she got sicker but she still left behind her beautiful children and I'm sure if she had given up sooner they wouldn't be here. There is good people out there who will stand by u. My partner is sick and needs new kidney and I'm going no where no matter how things pan out. Please have faith.
Deletehave you looked up near death experiences ?? it gave me 101 reasons to move my spirit onto the next plane of existence and to feel the abundant unconditional love that is all around you in the after life
DeleteGod is all forgiving and all love and he will heal your grieving heart
@pro life
DeleteYou say, "Don't be weak and take the easy way out. Show them they are wrong and live the way YOU want."
But MS eventually takes that away from you. If my partner was not able to look after me, I could not live on my own. My options then would be to try and get one of my children to take on the increasingly hard task of looking after me, or going into a nursing home.
I do not want to endure years of gradual decline until I am blind, incontinent, unable to move from the waist down and unable to feed myself or talk coherently.
I do not want to the life of any child of mine a misery trying to look after me.
I don't want to live in a nursing home where I become a lump to be pushed around by underpaid and uncaring staff being dumped in front of daytime TV "to keep me quiet".
I do not want my children to be faced with the horrors of making regular visits to see me, because it's their duty. They may love you, but having to go and see you in that state is a totally miserable and highly stressful business. I've been on the other end of that and seen it in others.
Suicide causes pain to those who love you - I do not dispute that. But in the real world, watching you die slowly causes lots of pain as well. It's advantage is that when you do eventually die, everyone is hugely relieved. Your argument becomes, "Don't kill yourself now, because it will hurt your family. Wait until everyone else really wants you dead, too." But, of course, by that time, there's nothing you can do about it (in most legal systems), so you have to wait until nature grants not just you but those who love you a release.
No, I'd rather cause the pain earlier in a short, sharp shock than wait until they are desperate for me to die - and feeling guilty and miserable about it.
i have chosen this one, seems easiest and most logically painless.. so im 100% on this one now,
ReplyDeletei will let you know how it goes, obviously if i reply back on here in a few days... doesnt work. if you dont hear from me again.. assume it worked.
thanks for the info
I don't know you, but i'll bet you have more to give the world than perhaps the world has to give to you right now. Do for others, give of yourself, and the world might just start paying you back.
DeleteI don't think u are intelligent enough to make the decision to take your own life. It is obvious that overdosing on heroin or morphine would be the most easiest painless and best way to make sure u are not coming back. Why try anything else. It's tried and true way to die. Not that I am saying I agree I think it's a weak way to solve your problems harden up and live.
DeleteTried multple iv'ing almost 2 grams of 95% pure raw H...that it didn't work. Even 540 mg of methadone doesnt do the trick. Maybe mix with alcohol next time but I would rather not ruin the feeling of the final nod.
DeleteYou need to add 1000mg of Seconal to your mix.
Deletesooo no reply back from the user yet? Did he/she die? R.I.P and thx for confirming for the rest
DeleteHelium will work, Im almost assuredly convinced of it.
ReplyDeletePromoting chlorine though (as above post) is deterimental if you ask me. Why thats being promoted up there makes one wonder.
If I take the step, it will be helium. Ive bought many tanks and done many experiments. Industrial tanks, not the garbage kiddie stuff you find in walmart. Ive bought them, dont waste your time.
An unconscious desire to rip yourself out of the bag once youve gone under? Maybe. Possibly.
When I went in for surgery, the anesthesiologist said hed never seen someone go under so quickly.
That is because Im already half removed from this life.
Helium, I believe, will finalize this removal.
where did u get your tank
Deletei have two of the disposable ballon time tanks.will that be good enough cause i dont want to run out and survive a vegetable.and where can i get the quick release air line fitting to connect to the tank.and where do i get the gas jet regulator?and pressure gauge.
DeleteI just wanna know where to get it from... Everything is turning to shit and I don't wanna deal with it. Can 14yr olds get helium easily??
ReplyDeleteIf u are fourteen u need to wait a few weeks cos at your age I felt the same but I felt different every few mths weeks at that age. Don't take a pussy way out and have that devour legacy. Deal with it that's just life we all go through shit. Please just wait two weeks at least everything u feel this way
DeletePro life, what the fuck are you doing in a suicide blog? Get the fuck out of here with your tree hugger advice! I first attempted suicide when I was 12, then 19, then 20, then again and again until I lost count. I waited those 2 weeks, and those weeks turned into years. Now I'm 30 and I'm being cheated on as we speak. Now I wish my suicide method worked when I was 12. I would have evaded a looooot of bullshit! So give this 14 year old a break! You don't know what she is going thru! Fucking selfish asshole!
Deletego skittles! you tell pro life where its at. i was about to then i read that you did. pro life has been thru sooo many of these things. i dont think pro life has a lot to do other than troll suicide blogs. the creator as far as i can tell managed to kill himself. he left this here for people to be able to connect and share their experiences on attempting suicide. do i agree that a 12 or 14 year old should try to attempt suicide? no, mostly likely their problems are minor and fixable. but since i was that 12 year old trying to kill herself as well, i cannot say stop or dont. i survived more attempts than i can count. i spent a good number of year just trying to overdose on drugs, turns out i can handle a lot of drugs. im just trying to find something that will be easy and mostly painless. not that i actually want to die, hell no, scares the crap outta me. im half convinced that if there is an afterlife it will suck just as much as this one. but i want to "opt out" because i cant see a future for myself. im 26 years old and i am at a point where i just cant seem to stop hurting.
Deletei going to give it a go, see you on the other side, i hope to be a ghost for a while. I think that the knack of getting it right is to do some exhausting physical exercise first, like walking up and down the stairs 50 times.
ReplyDeletei would like to organise a big exit party, someting like a big rave with lots of drugs, then at about 5'oclock in the morning a hydrogen bomb goes off and vaporises everyone.
ReplyDeleteI think this is the way to go. Will it work? I dont know, but I do know I will never know withhout trying. So I am going to give it a try. I will sign this off as TUMOR. If you dont hear from TUMOR in a week. You wont hear from him again!
ReplyDeleteI'm going to try this as my life is too painful. I have suffered from depression way too long to want to cope and the people that I love with all my heart don't understand. My wonderful husband who is also my soulmate left me, my children are all grown up and hardly contact me yet I gave them everything that they asked for.
ReplyDeleteI know that they will hate me for being a coward but the saddest thing of all is that they still wont understand.
Fingers crossed that I finally find the peace that I am looking for.
how about antidepressants?
Deletelet's face it life is a drag to some people and they are tired of living it for one reason or another.i myself feel as if i'm standing on the edge of a skyscaper building looking down all the time,yeah i deal with it and nobody can tell but i'm tired of it i might live another 30 years like that.not much fun don't you think.
DeletePro Life, we get it. You are one of those tiny minded people who think your opinion is the only opinion in the entire universe. Please know it is creeps like you who don't have two brain cells to rub together and create an original thought who cause so many people already suffering in life to suffer even more. If you are serious about your beliefs and half the "God fearing, God loving person" you think you are you would encourage a suicidal person to live or find something in life to hold on to not put them down further. So, in the who is an idiot game, YOU WIN HANDS DOWN!!! From this point no one sees a person of God, they see an angry play ground bully...now put that in your Bible and read it JERK!!
DeleteThank-you both for putting 'Pro Life' in its place! I am 53, not 14 or 12. I grew up abused and molested and was pregnant by the age of 17. I've used what I was taught since babyhood and have in turn used and abused other people quite thoroughly. I've gained and lost a fortune in money, have been married and divorced 4 times, have 3 children that, thankfully, I turned over to others to raise, and have been through 3 hospitalizations, countless self-help meetings, and many years of antidepressants. I survived a sicide act and an anaphylactic shock episode during mastectomy surgery for breast cancer. I went to work while on chemotherapy and radiation therapy where my chest was a superating, peeling mess of horror that could only be tolerated by using hydrophylic pain patches. I had to work while in treatment so I could continue to pay all the thousands of dollars of medical bills not covered by insurance for mental health treatments, hospitaliztions, and prescriptions. I even went through a full course of ECT ending in every two weeks for months. Two months ago I finally yelled out, "ENOUGH!" to myself and all the pro-life urgings to keep going. I tapered off the daytime antidepressants and night-time sleep aids. I gained a clarity of mind I can't remember having since I was a child. I began perusing the many ways of killing myself, successfully this time, and setting up the disposal of my body. I am still in physical pain, but emotionally I am settled and serene, if not happy. My last paycheck this month will be used for a pre-paid cremation plan. The thousands I still owe to various medical agencies and facilities will just have to be written off. Instead of words, pro-life organizations should find rich sponsors who are willing to give a suicide-bound person a new chance with medical/psychological treatment by paying off all debts and providing decent living accomodations. The old saying "Put your money where your mouth is" is the root support action. Just talking and blogging about continuing life wastes the time and energy of those in emotional and physical pain. Just stop blabbing and really help someone who is at the end of his or her rope, literally. If you don't think money wasn't a big part of why Alan Schwartz killed himself this month, you are naive and potentially dangerous to the next person who needs help. He was smart enough to see what the future held for him as he faced a probable lifetime of legal and emotional battles ahead. I wish I had killed myself 30 years ago, thereby saving myself, family, and friends 30 years of failure and degradation. Ah, but helping someone financially would only allow them to continue their self-defeating ways. Sure, it's a risk, but at least it's a concrete action rather than simplistic, easily dumped words, words, words. Let a study be done on how many people would obtain a peaceful, harmonious life by receiving financial as well as verbal assistance. As a final note, a well-known treatment center assured me I would find emotional recovery and peace-of-mind if I went through their program. But, of course, and rightly so (?), only if I could pay them several thousand dollars in advance because health insurance wouldn't cover the treatment. They were sorry, but scholarships were not available. So, all you pro-lifers, why don't you contact some of these treatment centers for abuse of alcohol, drug, food, hoarding, and all other psychological ills, and set up scholarships for people who can't afford help? Put your money where your mouth is. You might actually save a few people and have concrete evidence of it. only the symptoms
Deletei read every word of your post. thanks for sharing! the reality of the world as it is just flies over some's heads.
Deletei don't see very many postings? is everybody dead already?
ReplyDeletemy brother committed suicide this week using this technique,which is why i have looked it up, so i can assure you it works, if you have the commitment..
ReplyDeleteFor some poeple, suicide isnt the answer, they might have brighter years ahead, for others their demons will haunt them till the day they die, im one of the later, unfortunately, i have never been able to follow through with it but im wanting to more than ever, i want to be with my brother
he was 41, im 39, so dont think we didnt give life a chance, over 20 years of every single day wishing you were dead
im glad my brother is at peace now, his ashes will get scattered where he died in 3 weeks, after that im going to join him there
i pray for you all that something happens to bring some sunshine into your lives and you can feel loved
i know now im far too damged mentally for anyone to ever love me, i will be alone and miserable untill i end it......
My brother also used this technique and that is why I am on this topic... So for the people that don't know if it will work ?? It does.
Deletereally sorry to here about your brother 39? your in your prime there is no rush you best wait a bit your state of mind may change you can still accomplish alot if you want too. i'm interested in this method because it's quick and painless but not for the ones you leave behind like yourself.
ReplyDeleteI just want to offer encouragement to those who are depressed. I was off and on suicidal for years but am now happy. I got sober and stayed in a good community living environment. Getting sober, living with others, pursuing interests, exercise, diet, evidenced based supplements, and therapy were all and are still important for me. I am glad I know this method though for later in life if it comes down to it when I am old and ready to go. At least its not violent or messy. I could not stand the idea of family imagining me like that or finding me with brains on the wall. I was just heard a real say this method works very well.
ReplyDeletethis will be my 5th attempt and hopefully the one that works. I have had my second husband leave me for a younger woman, my two kids were killed in a car accident with the babysitter and my parents quit talking to me 2 years ago. Here goes nothing see ya bitches!!!
ReplyDeleteYou guys are all nuts. Suck it up and do something productive besides crying about how hard life is. Jesus Murphy. Maybe try helping someone and you may find a.reason to live.I wish you all.the best. You need friends and counseling. I recommend you try that instead of suicide.
ReplyDeleteI am pretty sure that 'trying friends and counseling' has been done by most of the people here. Frankly I've been "trying friends and counseling" since I was a kid and it doesn't help. Friends only want to be around positive, fun, happy people and Therapists cost money and time. If you don't have anything solid to offer, go somewhere else. You aren't helping anyone, you're encouraging us by reminding us how the world discounts our struggle. Keep your mouth shut on this issue.
DeleteIt's funny that people keep telling me to help other when it's the same hypocritical people who don't want to give people homeless people charity, etc etc. Many hot angry tears have fell down my face about the subject. I actually cry as I pass homeless people. It makes me sick that people like my mother and "friends" and coworkers treat them like trash. That's what makes me so sick of people. I'd rather not live in a stupid, immoral, illogical society and since it is impossible to kill everyone who is like that (which is most people), I'm just going to take myself out instead.
Deleteyou arrogant piece of no good shit! who the hell are you to try to tell us to help someone. most of the people on here have huge hearts...if you cared to read, it's obvious. that's why we are so trampled and out of place here. Asswhole. most of us are in the situation we're in because we've spent a lifetime helping others and therefor getting used, abused, and left behind. you know nothing, and comments from you and your "life is great" buddies are only to further your own self absorbed fantasy that you are just so great. if you are, you wouldn't be here picking on people that know they're not. go fuck yourself.
DeleteI will copy and paste to you (anonymous June 28, 2012 1:17am) what a fellow blog commenter wrote you unsympathetic piece of judgmental shit. Get off your high horse it's easy to preach when you've never been their yourself and can't even imagine what life is for some people who have had to endure years of abuse and disease: "Instead of words, pro-life organizations should find rich sponsors who are willing to give a suicide-bound person a new chance with medical/psychological treatment by paying off all debts and providing decent living accomodations. The old saying "Put your money where your mouth is" is the root support action. Just talking and blogging about continuing life wastes the time and energy of those in emotional and physical pain. Just stop blabbing and really help someone who is at the end of his or her rope, literally."
DeleteTo the reply above me:
ReplyDeleteI have had counselling for almost 15 years. I am on medicine for almost ten. I have lived in several psychiatric hospitals, all to no avail.
I just don't feel. Everything, everything I do is based on the fact that I know how to behave, instead of actually feeling the necessary emotive responses. I just don't want to live like that anymore.
That is my experience as well. It's as if I'm seperate from the world somehow, unable to take part in the emotions that others have so easily.
DeleteI would like to say that I love my parents and siblings and friends, but the truth is I have no idea what love is, or most other emotions for that matter. All I feel is a constant dull ache in the back of my head.
I will be taking the helium exit very soon.
my son committed suicide using this technique and it worked. I'm incredibly sad and heartbroken that he was so desperate and miserable that he decided to do this. Once we were able to get his computer I saw that he did a lot of research on this. He used two of the "party balloon" helium tanks. I don't know how long it took because he was out of state away at school. All I know is he didn't respond to any calls or texts and I knew what he had done. We had to have people go in to his apartment and they found him that afternoon, so I can't comment on how quickly it worked, I can simply tell you it did. I'm heartbroken.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry for your loss. My son, age 18, and I both suffer from depression and anxiety. He has made comments many times that make me sad, such as "I want to just lay here and never eat and wait until I die", or "I want to just ask to be put in prison so someone else can take care of me and I don't have to worry about anything, " etc. He is at a top university now, but he is in the midwest while I am on the East coast. He's so far away that I can't rescue him fast enough if he gets in a depressive suicidal mood again. And then for me, my life used to be great until I got some disease (fibro) and have totally lost the life I once had and basically just sit around all day to avoid the pain of movement. I can't work, am losing my house and moving in with my ex hubby which means I have to sell most of my hings and live in his basement. I came to this site 2 weeks ago seriously wishing to be dead because I am tired of my disease and feeling like shit. I just start to think about how easy it would be to be gone and just a memory and no more worries, pain, or problems. I would be nothing. Thinking over this for hours make me cry horribly and I sit and reflect on the good things of life. But, I just think, gone is gone.. so easy to escape any more suffering. No more scrounging and begging for money and doing social services paperwork trying to find the means to survive. Society does not make it easy to get the help one needs when they are not functioning right. It just seems to be easier to be dead. No people talking about how I drain their taxes and complaining and shit. Of course, if I was their kid, they would want the government to help them. But, not some stranger having a tough time. I feel guilty for existing in pain and shit to the point of not functioning properly all the time. Anyway, a week after I came to this page, and I am less suicidal now. I have had a few good, less pain days and am enduring. But, I know the pain and discomfort will come back and when it does, I will just think again, death will mean no more of this back and forth some days good some days bad mental torture I endure. Well, I am still here. It is entertaining and funny and a bit of comfort to read about other people in the same situation. Lady Gaga has a video "marry the nite" which has a suicidal girl in it. The video is funny and this is how I think some people view those with mental disorders as. But, when the pain is so strong, those of us wanting death are earnest in our desires and have no rational thinking. So, to try and talk to us sometimes is a waste of breath. Day by day.. I'll keep fighting and existing in boredom, but at least I have the entertainment of websites such as this. Good luck to all who are contemplating or dealing with shit. We all got shit that sucks sometimes..
DeleteI just read your post. From the description of your symptoms, I suspect that you and your son might have bartonella. A doctor with special training is required so that you are not dismissed as having "fibro." Contact ILADS; they can recommend trained doctors in your area.
Deletedoes one need assistance?
ReplyDeleteyeah whats your email
DeleteI would love assistance. How can i get in touch with you?
DeleteI also would like assistance. Please contact me at helloiamchristina at hotmail.
Deletewhat is the control kit?
ReplyDeletelook up 'The peaceful Pill' its a book written for termanaly I'll people to have access to methods to die with dignity. Its really not foolproof like people say. You violently convulse during it and it very likely the bag and tubing will displace. People suffer brain damage and pain full nuropathies or wake up blind. Wew!!! This was intended method with assist. But some succeed. Most dont
DeleteThe fact that so many want to die (including myself) says something about the failure of society, of love and of compassion.
ReplyDeletePeople aren't shoring up those that they supposedly care about. And yet, they often say the person who wants to die is so selfish. If people were doing their part to care about and love others, I don't think as many of us would want to die.
We are ripping safety nets out from under the ill -- both physically and mentally, while healthy people bitch about Obamacare being so evil.
Monetarily -- it's everyone for himself, pretty much. We disrespect the age and experience. We honor and promote shallowness and coldness and cruelty for sport in our media. We pay athletes and actors millions while there is little reward for those who try to help others.
It makes me want to live, if only to try to fight the evil cesspool our society is becoming... at least to try to counter it for awhile before throwing in the towel.
It is more than suffering that leads to this dark place. It is a justified loss of faith in humanity. It is not life that is unfair, but people who make life unfair.
But if people make life unfair, then maybe we can fight against that--if only for a little while.
Man, I love you. I wish more people were like you! <3 I wish everyone I know were like you!
DeleteGreat post and insight
DeleteJust make sure you take out a politician before killing yourself.
Deletei agree with everyone on this blog,in one way or another everyone right or means well,i've always been the hero fighting for other and getting only used and heart break,i'm fed up with this cesspool,it will never change because it will always have evil and good,and i hate being around the evil.
ReplyDeleteanyone who says its a cowards way out is a fool.....takes a whole lot of strength to do to hurt your loved ones so much...not a choice made lightly...going to try...i wish love and peace to anyone who comes to this point x
ReplyDeleteThank goodness this method exists. Now I'll know what it's like to not hurt. I wager I'll be gone before August is out.
ReplyDeleteWhy not! Go overseas, come home to no job, no family...why not!
ReplyDeletePlease someone explain what the "control kit" is and how to "fix" it. I'm so over this shit...
ReplyDeleteThere is life after death it's where all the good people go to get away from this hell. See you there my friends.
ReplyDeleteAgree see u there
DeleteSee ya buddy x
DeleteI will be trying this sat afternoon hope it works
ReplyDeletedid it work?im checking out soon to
DeleteHi Im the same as alot of ye everyday is the most unbearable of suffering an animal wouldnt cope and it wont end soon, I know this the helium way is my only option but I dont know, you cant get the helium easily but what about everything else gladd dont operate anymore would one of them gym bags with the laces work
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWfWl-xJnnY
DeleteI want to try this method. I'm not happy. People say i should be but how can I? I'm 15, I'm beautiful, I go to a top school in my country and my family is well off, why should I be sad? Because all of the above are people's reasons to use me. My ex used me for sex, my 'friends' used me to get dates and free stuff and my parents want to use me to pay for their retirement.
ReplyDeleteI'll never be able to find a man who wants me for who and what I am because the only ones that want me only want me for the wrong reasons, they only ever want my body because it freakishly developed into a fuckin' 20yr old porn star body through fuckin' puberty.
I'm always there for people, but no one is ever there for me. When their hearts break, i'll be there to stitch up the pieces and hold them and comfort them. No one does that for me. No one holds me when I cry, or stitches up my broken heart or shares the burdens of my guilt at the crimes I've committed in my past. They haunt me every day.
My family is falling apart,mom and dad don't even know each other anymore. Mom acts like her phone and hundreds of friends are more important than her family, dad barely talks but i can almost feel the hurt in his eyes, my brother couldn't care about anything other than his TV screens.
They could never accept me, my 'friends' can't accept me and any guys i date run for the hills after 7 months or so because they all think i'm either a freak or a dirty, cheating slut or I have to leave because they couldn't find it in their hearts to be faithful. I never cheated, i never played. People are always using me, always blaming me for their mistakes and I can't live like a plastic bag anymore.
I've tried to kill myself 3 times now. Hanging, sleeping with a plastic bag over my head, 50 paracetamols in under an hour.
Sorry about the story, i just need to get it off my chest before I leave. I'm going to try all the convenient methods on this blog until I can get closure. If I don't post back in a month, you'll know I'm at peace.
Love, Cassandra Marie Marquis
You do not need to feel alone. I have suffered from most of what you said mainly with relationships. I also came to this site to check out this method. But reading most of these post, I feel even worst for everyone else. I cannot save the world, nor myself, but being someone who has suffered from depression since I was 15, I can at least relate. I have no place to tell you to not to die bc I share the same goal, but talk to people who share your pain first. Maybe you will get a different view....if not...then goodluck :/ -Andrew
DeleteCassandra, from what you've said you seem like someone who deserves to be alive, if you see this reply please message me on Facebook so we can talk, I'm not gonna tell you what to do but if you're still alive before you do anything else can we talk? I feel like I want to die right now for my own reasons, as do most people on here, but your story was very touching so let me try to be your friend and maybe we'll both find out there are reasons to live. - Jake Flint (FB me please!)
Deletecassandra don't die please
ReplyDeleteI am going to get the suicide kit, then i will check into a grotty motel in a town far-far away from here and do it. I will make sure that when i go, i will have no identification with me, i will tell the motel owner that i am from Australia and put on a false voice accent, if challenged for id i will tell a story of being robbed and not having any. That way i will simply vanish out of everyone that i knows life and nobody will ever-ever know! I will be a unsolved story for some local police department.
ReplyDeleteWhy? Because i hate capitalism, I sit at a desk all day in front of a computer, my mom died 12 years ago and my step dad robbed me of my inheritance, i have never had a girl friend and i am a virgin, i have asbergers syndrome, i am dyslexic, i have difficulty with sociable talking. I keep making stupid comments. I have a reputation of being a village idiot.
...gas on.
Fuck capitalism. I am a total hippy, but, you know what sucks? I can't even afford to live in a tent at some campground in modest means the world is so fucked up. I am losing my house and all the time I scour woods and empty places pondering if I could set up tent and hang out there reading books and chilling. But, I would probably get arrested and a trespassing charge. It just seems easier to be dead as the way the world is, it seems like people aren't meant to have any place to live. Instead, I gotta live in a basement of an ex. It probably is better as a tent gets old after awhile, but even still, I couldn't afford that life.
DeleteIt wasn't meant to be. If you want to kill yourself you will succeed.
Deletefor a perfect exit, you need to have nitrous oxide and helium, you get the nitrous oxide from whipped cream despensor, so you are going to need two pipes, on from the helium and one from the nitrous oxide. make sure that no air can get in! unconcous->coma->death! but u know you will not do it because you just watched the film coma 1978, the lord has saved you!
ReplyDeleteI'm going to do this.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if Cassandra is already dead... Hmmm hellium sounds pretty fun i supose, my other option was jumping from a cliff and the third option was assaulting a cop and taking his gun or mmm swallowing a jar of pills with my favorite vodka, but this looks nice too, but it would suck if i woke up after some hours, but i think that my concern should be aquiring that damn hellium tank, that should be hard where i live S:
ReplyDeleteCan somebody buy me a bag of heroin? Im on vivitrol and I won't be able toget high buy
ReplyDeleteOverdose is still possible
And I need about a half gram and I will be dead forsure :) I don't want to be a homeless 18 year old junkie
Anymore crack coke
Meth they just don't replace heroin. My life
Will not
Get any better only
Worse so pleAse somebody buy me some black and a syringe so I can fucking die already.
Chlorine doesn't merely have 'an unpleasant smell', it is incredibly irritant and corrosive. While exposure is often fatal, anyone looking for a painless exit should look elsewhere. Initial exposure will cause extremely painful coughing, vomiting and streaming eyes - I think you'd need considerable determination to see this through as a suicide method. Helium, nitrogen and argon are non-toxic, odourless and (mostly) inert, killing by asphyxiation.
ReplyDeleteI've been looking into this method for some time now and it seems like the best way to go. I've been suicidal for 11 yrs & I would just like the pain to stop. I feel like a zombie walking through my life & I would just like it to b over. I've attempted overdosing and obviously failed miserably numerous times. I hope this method works.
ReplyDeleteReading all the reactions here...so sad to read, all those people in pain. Why?
ReplyDeleteI'm planning this for 6 months now. Everything is ready. The heliumtank, the hose and a bag. It is a small bag, because i'm afraid when I use a bigger one, it will need more helium...and I don't want it to fail.
If i'm not back tomorrow, it was succesfull.
I'm doing it tonight.
Greets from Holland
Don't go!
DeleteI didn't go anywhere :(
DeleteI failed *loser that I am*, and my life made a turn because of it. Now my life is in an ever worse state....
a debt of many thousands of € and no aducation....back working again... Wish I had a gun. One pull and it is over.
I'm back again...
ReplyDeleteI did it....but something went wrong, at least, I think it did.
When the bag filled up with helium...I became nervous and I felt my heart beating...afraid it wouldn't work...that I would get braindamage, but survived. Also afraid of what comes after death..
But I did it...I pulled the bag over my head...took a deep breath...but nothing happend...I began panicking, i took a few quick breaths...scared because nothing was happening, so I pulled the bag of of my head...my voice was squicky and my fingers were tingling...
I think my bag isn't good, it's to small and i thinkg there is oxygen coming in the bag...I got the feeling of suffocating and I thought that wasn't suppose to happen.
It went all so fast...I'm going to get a bigger bag and try it again.
Meanwhile i'm asking myself....is this what I realy want?
I don't know.
Greets from Holland
That instinctive "feeling of panic" is our body wanting to survive. Funny that mind and body don't jive together in connectedness all the time:)It is why I have failed at suicide many times. I start to panic and think that I did something wrong and it won't work and I will look like a stupid fool to not have succeeded. It is truth that people who fail at suicide are laughed at and this just compounds one's view of themselves as a failure.. Good luck next time:)
Deletenerves play a big part in our instincts. i woulda tried some sleeping pills to at least relax a bit first. or a good few drinks.
DeleteI don't understand why people who think suicide is disgusting / selfish and don't even want to die are on this site anyway?
ReplyDeleteI've seen so many great methods on here but I don't know where to get hold of any of it seeing as I'm only 15.
I WANT TO FUCKING DIE.
Suffer until your "of age" like most the other people on here. I made the decision to end my like as a kid. It has stuck with me my entire life. I am 28 now and think about it every day. I will soon find rest.
DeleteI wish all of us suicidal people here would get together and help each other live instead of die. I don't think I could go with a bag over my head anyway.
ReplyDeleteThis would be so beautiful, so many people 'coming together' kind of easing each others pain a little, make existing a little more easier, as we are ALL in the same boat. Naturally, being completely surrounded by likeminded individuals would surely help a lot of people on this site, including myself, would not feel as isolated, being compassionate and wholly understanding to peoples outlook on life. Exceptance in its purest form would be truly gracious. When can we all get together? sadly- only on the 'otherside' in reality. A town/community would be great, all helping each other out unconditionally, all in the name of humanity, the humanity that has escaped majority of people on this blog all or most of their lives. For what ever reason/s people are suicidal on this blog (including myself) we all share the same pain in living, but our togetherness would eliminate our isolation of 'others' and make ourselves more intergrated, a reason for living, 'helping each other out' a total reason for existing, 'not feeling/being alone.! LOVE IS THE KEY, HUMANITY IS THE KEY TO EVERYTHING, nothing more nothing less. LOVE YOU ALL
Deletethat was a really nice reply and so very true.
Delete.if i just put myself and the tank in a tent, without a bag over my head, will it still work?.....will it still be painless?
ReplyDeletebetter switch to a suicide bbq if you are going to do it in a tent.
DeleteYou can do it inside an enclosed space, like a car, but you should know that it is a less reliable method. Also, if you're using the common "balloon time" helium containers with 14.9 cubic feet of helium, then you'd need several of those containers to completely displace the volume of oxygen in the car.
DeleteMy advice is to go with the bag, but check out the "do it yourself with betty" video online and read some of the literature on exit bags to get it done right. If done right it's reliable, safe, quick and relatively pain / panic free... so preparation is key.
Oh My God...what are you all thinking. Come to my house, each and every one of you. We'll find room and you'll see what love and family can do for you.
ReplyDeleteMy niece was killed in the NJ Pathmark shooting 8/31. We are devastated. That being said, all of you have lives in front of you that can be amazing. Don't do this...reach out, call me anytime 315-243-2777. You all have a purpose here, suicide isn't the answer.
This is awful all of you talking about killing yourselves.I don't know how I got to this site but, I do know life can be incredible, wonderful and serene. Despite all the tragedy that has taken place in my life, and the lives of those I love, I have found peace. It's not religion, or God stuff, just acceptance. You aren't meant to die now. None of you. You all have something to give and its not your time.
ReplyDeletePlease, take a step back and reconsider. Find your purpose, you all have one.
And if you need help, call me 315-243-2777
thanks for your concern. but you have to be in the shoes of others to understand. whoever created life, must not of considered all the pain that it would cause. goodness and peace is a great feeling but pain and suffering seems to last forever. 1 hour of pain and suffering last much longer than 1 hour of joy and peace.
DeleteI don't condone what people are doing here, but I have to say I've thought of this many times myself. I don't have the guts to try it myself but sometimes I wish I did. God, if there is one, must've been drunk when he created all this or he rolled the dice without thinking first.
Deletehttp://www.freak-search.com/en/thread/4740178/very_interesting_academic_paper_on_the_exit_bag_method_using_helium
ReplyDeleteYou can make your own control flow kit and pressure gauge tester. You need to read the peaceful pill handbook, in it, it lists all the parts you need. But, some parts are cited incorrectly. I have all the parts now, so reply if you need anything. I will be here until September 19 (hopefully gone by then).
ReplyDeleteHi - If you could post (or email flyingwithoutwings2012@hushmail.com) where you can buy the bits to make the flow kit, that would be great. I've read the version of the peaceful pill handbook that tells you what you need and where to buy them to make the flow kit but basically couldn't find hardly any of them!
ReplyDeleteCheck your hushmail.
ReplyDeleteThanks!
ReplyDeleteI didnt ever want to commit suicide. I used to look at it as an.easy way out. But after a pharmaceutical drug Propecia fucked my mind, body, nervous system, sexual health, and ability to feel emotion i dont even feel the same life within. Everyday is a sick joke. The world doesnt even feel real to me. Wtf how did my life get thrown away at 23? And my fam thinks its all about my attitude. Well, thanks to propecia i cant feel any atitude or feelings. Wished the poison would have killed me rather than left me in this purgatory state.
ReplyDeletelifes a bitch... then you die
ReplyDeleteso where can one buy this kit and does it contain everything one would need to carry this out successfully
ReplyDelete17m
The peace full pill handbook. There is a site you can buy the kids comes with hose and some other thing. You can learn to make bag on YouTube or buy book. This is for terminally patient who are of decease to painful and decomposing to die with dignity. Police might STP buy in some state when and to where these kits are delivered I have read but not sure. Respond if you can't locate free info I will contact you.
Deleteanyone who tries or succeeds in killing themselves is a pussy. they arent strong enough to deal with life and everyone is better off without you
ReplyDeleteyou are a miserable excuse of a being. You have not had to endure a lifetime or many years of abuse or disease or other hardships in life. You think you're a big bad bully coming onto a site with emotionally/psychologically ill people?! You are part of the reason these people want to kill themselves. Before you talk out of your ass like the ignorant scum that you are do some research on mental health and psychology overall. If you can't muster empathy then at least get some knowledge and education and then do us all a favour and kill yourself -_- you'd pollute the gene pool further.
DeleteSoany bad things have happened to me in my 31 yrs . I have suffered severe abuse throughout my life my husband has lied to me used abused and beat me and moat of taken my children from n I can't ever get them bk cos of his lies. I have tried suicide many time and it has either failed or I have been "saved" .
ReplyDeletePlease please email me on instructions on how to be rid of this fucked up existence once and for all. I am desperate. Please help me to go .
Urs desperately
Angela. UK
So many bad things have happened to me in my 31 yrs . I have suffered severe abuse throughout my life. my husband has lied to me,used ,abused and beat me and worst of all taken my children from n I can't ever get them bk cos of his lies. I have tried suicide many time and it has either failed or I have been "saved" . Please please email me on instructions on how to be rid of this fucked up existence once and for all. I am desperate. Please help me to go .Urs desperatelyAngela. UK
ReplyDeleteAndrea I am a mom too. We share some pain. Don you have email?
DeleteEven if I go, no one will miss me. And I have nothing to live for anyway.
ReplyDeleteMy mum is a teacher and she always carries stress back from work and takes it out to me. My dad is unemployed and just surfs the internet and watches tv all day long. Any attempt to converse with them about anything gets put down or yelled at.
My relatives are living their own lives as are my neighburs. I have no friends as I am shy, but anyway all the classmates I ever had were rich and loaded with gadgets and stuff when I had nothing because I came from a poor family. So I was looked down upon and bullied a lot. Due to the abuse I suffered from my mother and all the abusive female teachers I had right until I was ten, I never fell in love and always stayed away from girls, not that I was a great looker who attracted them anyway. God knows, I was always poorly dressed so no girl was attracted to me.
And somehow I wasn't always talented or smart. I always had this pain at the back of my head and up my neck. That always prevented me from learning stuff or having a good memory and I constantly forgot stuff even though I wrote them down. Until now, Paraceptemol, yoga, massage and other stuff havent worked so I dont know what to do.....I have no passion for anything and I am in constant pain, from my head and this wrenching feeling in my heart that never seems to go away
Some people say suicide may be a coward's way out. But the trouble is if you have no love or joy or happiness or real reason to live suicide is the best way to end that pain that just never seems to end. And if you say that someone out there cares, well that's not true. Not in my case anyway. Some people say suicide is selfish, but I say to them, well maybe it is selfish if you leave people behind who care about you, but if nobody cares, then it's not selfish.
I want to try the Helium exit bag. I want to end my pain and meaningless existence.
Please don't do it!!!!!
DeleteI recognise a lot of your story...I feel the same.
DeleteWhen I read this, I'm hoping that people that feel this way, could get in contact with eachother.
Maybe then we would feel less empty and alone.
X
I'm sure someone will miss you!
ReplyDeleteHave any of you thought of cannabis, it may give you a different perspective of your situation, worth a try hey ?
ReplyDeleteIf it weren't for cannabis I'd be dead by now. I fear running out and it being illegal. But be careful what strain you smoke and when you smoke said strain. Sativas are good for depression but people that are feeling anxious already should smoke Indica's.
DeleteIf it weren't for weed is be dead too, but its a quick fix. The weed always runs out. But because of weed I can honestly say I've given life a good shot and tried to get help. My meds just make me angry and violent, I beat my dog up twice before I stopped. Now Ive lost the only friend I had in this world. I've failed to kill myself three times now, but I'm hoping I won't fail again. I wish Id never found weed, I'd still have a friend.....
DeleteSince I returned just recently from the trip to the States from the Uk..Where I thought I had a saviour from this hell that I have endured the last years..As always it has tumbled down, I have been used again and discarded. This time by a Narcissist, Anybody that has ever been involved with a person that is hollow and manipulative with such cunning and insincerity will understand the grief and pain I feel. I sold much of what I had to fund the trip, took myself out there for one month and finally thought I could be free..There is nothing here but the welfare system, no opportunity to study, no father figure for my children, no family unit, no money, no life, no support..just emptiness..No hope!
ReplyDeleteI thought I had finally discovered somebody to trust, to love and to be loved in return..I am a co dependant, a magnet for arseholes. I just cannot seem to change my views of myself no matter how hard I try..I have some good days where I can appreciate myself..but since I was very small these have been limited.I never learned to love myself only to self blame..I am the product of divorce, abusive as it was also, child abuse and subsequently abuse later in life from different men. How do I change who I am, almost 40..for 16 years I have scraped by, doing one shit job after the other until they dried up..I can't even create art anymore ..I sit here like I am dead already anyways day after day..The bills pile up, Chrstmas is coming and I cannot rescue myself from this situation because I am trapped here in this fucking backwoods with no chance of being free of it or improving my situation. More than that I feel guilt at having spend the last money I had to get away for a while thinking life would e improved..Life in the States was my escape, a opportunity for both myself and my children..Can you imagine what it felt like to travel 5,000 miles plus to see a person you had fallen in love with, only to find they are incapable of love because of the Narcisssim, the confusion of such.it took me nearly a month to work out what it was all about..by then my esteem plummeted, coupled with the feelings of total failure at having been robbed of a chance to make my life seem worthwhile..and then since being put in purgatory because of this person time and time again. Trying to cut off those ties..at the same time hopelessly addicted and co dependent.
People tell me I am stunning, smart, funny etc..But until I am outside of myself I cannot ever see it.I'm so tired of living this life of hope..and asking for help, it's pure misery..I am a failure to myself, my children and I should never have been born..I want to end this suffering. I think this is the most likely end for me. I just cannot go on..but I'm scared it might fail..with previous methods that has happened before. I hope that for most here that they find the value in their lives first of all but go on to be of value in somebody elses life too and this will not ever be an option for them..
When you are in your teens you tend to feel more sorry for yourself and suicidal. Most of us hang on and get over it. My first wife was suicidal in her previous marriage and made a few attempts. In her first few years with me she was still fascinated by it, her favourite song being from that MASH movie, "Suicide is Painless". I kept an open mind but never was convinced it was an option. I was a cheerful type of person, but after putting up with her nagging and whingeing for 20 years she finally put me in a deep depression that lasteda few months until I found an ex-girlfriend to talk to. After that I just adopted a zero tolerance attitude to her shit. She died of cancer about ten years later, but admirably she fought to hang on as long as possible, quite a contrast from her beginning with me. Sometimes people think too much and reflect inwardly too much. I once worked with a guy who was severely depressed because his son had shacked up with a woman and not married her!
ReplyDeleteI also think there is a spectrum of suiciders. Some at one end who have genuine heavy pain, and at the other end those who are in the habit of feeling sorry for themselves (and should not be encouraged). When one hears of a teenager suiciding, and no one knew why, one thinks that they have hardly lived. Life is a gift, and should not be discarded so easily. If you have a positive outlook like me, I want to live for 500 million years (I figured it would take me that long to get to the Sombrero Galaxy as I would like to go there). From that vantage point, living to your teens only is just a flash in the pan. Go look for other people suffering in the world, and make it your mission to help them instead. Remember, misery loves company, so don't dwell on websites like this.
ReplyDeleteEverybody dies. There's no avoiding it. I haven't had anything bad happen to me. I am pretty healthy, 2 loving parents still married after thirty some odd years, a loving fiancee and some good friends and family besides. I just hate everything I've ever done. Every class I've taken, every job I've done. I refuse to go on welfare and suck off the public, and I definitely don't want to leech off my family. 35 years and I am devoid of any passion, any ambition, in spite of earnest attempts to find those things.
ReplyDelete35 years of having to wake up and deal with the hassle of another day is enough. I don't need 35+ more of the same.
Bullshit , Bullshit ,Bullshit!!!None of u a useful , like for ex. HOW TO GET HELIUMAND WHERE !!
ReplyDeleteI'm sitting here crying because my life is really, really bad and has been for years. Won't bother with my story because you probably won't care. Anyway,
ReplyDeleteI'm looking for ways to kill myself and I realize it's stupid. Tomorrow or next week I may laugh for a few seconds and those few seconds are worth waiting for...Right now I don't think I can make
it but I'm gonna try.
Let me tell you about me, if you care. ;)
ReplyDeleteWell I am transgender. I was born into the wrong body. I can't even begin to talk about this hardship. No one can even imagine how incredibly difficult life is for someone who doesn't even have the body you are supposed to have. I would trade my LIFE to have the correct body. I don't pass as female. People still call me a male, even when I had hormones for years.
So, I am trapped inside my body. Nobody sees that am female. I have the body of a male, and I hated it all my life. Try to imagine that for moment. I know you can't. No-one can. Except for us, as transgender.
People laugh at me on the street, calling me names, and even spit on me. I also was assaulted by a man, he tried to choke me to death. I escaped him.
Furthermore, I was sexually abused multiple times in my youth, since I was 5. I have no friends (they all left after they knew I was transgender) and family also left. Basically I have nothing. Even getting a job as transgender is incredibly difficult.
All I can say now: Screw society. I hate 95% of all human beings. They destroy the planet, they are selfish, always fighting some stupid war, create misery, depriving 2 billion people on this planet of basic water and food, and let them starve to death. No one is innocent! humans are scum, filth. And that's it.
Oh, and God? Well, if he/she/it created life as a gift, we have the power to refuse that gift, and give it back to God. I don't want it.
I've already started planning this Helium method. I read humphry's and his funny video. But I noticed a flaw in his method. You need to sew in a elastic band in the bottom of the bag, otherwise the bag could slip beneath the elastic band when your body starts twitching. Also, use TWO hoses, do not use the T-shaped tubing, because the more fittings the more risk it can slip. So two hoses/tubings in the bag should be the best method.
Take care all, know that I love you and I understand your pains, more than you can possibly realize.
Lol. "Remember, misery loves company, so don't dwell on websites like this." Ohh yes I agree miserable people want miserable people to not kill themselves because they want their company.
ReplyDeleteI dont no what to do. Im so tired of everything i just want the pain to stop. Im so tired of living, but im so scared of dying.
ReplyDeleteI thought you were going to try helium?
DeleteYa. WTF "Me" you said you would try the bag. You are still here. What went wrong? I would like to know if a failed helium attempt hurts as bad as a failed CO2 attempt!
DeleteDoes anyone know of the hydrogen sulfide method
ReplyDeleteI've though about ending it from severe pain (stomach, burning throat, burning hands and feet, severe pain in both shoulders and butt area where I sit). Didn't sleep at all for a month then averaged about 2 hours for 6 months. This pain still went on for about 2 years.
ReplyDeleteI did (or do?) have schizophrenia (now in remission for over a decade) that could easily match any pain past 10 on the scale. Thank god or whoever no more voices or delusions. I wouldn't wish that on Satan himself. I also think coffee had a big role in my mental illness, drank it by the pot.
Anyway I had no means to commit suicide so my relief was imagining jumping off the Grand Canyon or very high object. Thank goodness that's past, don't know how the hell I made it through but it was slowly and surely after a looong while (decades for the mental illness and 2 years of severe pain).
Actually I don't mind being alone at all, I call it solitude. If any of you are doing this out of loneliness or love it's not worth it. Especially with love, I just laugh at that looking back. There's a trillion other things to love in life besides some dumbass or dumbasses not returning the favor.
Revolution your mind and you revolution the universe. :)
you son of a bitch. take this fucking site down. my best friend committed suicide from helium yesterday. you looking for attention from this? think it's one big Fucking joke? I have never had less hope for humans in general after seeing this. if you want attention, join the circus. you have issues with what I'm saying you let me know. you call me Pal.
ReplyDeleteWho are you talking to? This guy is probably dead a year ago. About you, you are one of the greatest motherfucker attention seeker i have seen. you call yourself the best friend of the guy died and you fucking even didn't know what he was up to. you couldn't even stop him from doing what he did. It is good that he did because friends like you are nothing but assholes. It is because of fucking bastards like you that millions of people are here on this blog sharing their pain. Damn you, you motherfucker...go eat your mommy's pink pussy and let us live or die our way.
Deleteyou need to be medicated obviously buddy. fuck you. you dont know shit. about me, depression.. or anything of the sort. burn in hell
DeleteWith friends no wonder your friend killed himself. You need to work on your empathy.
Deletelive your life or your life lives you...
ReplyDeleteI would love to be healthy again. I'm young and was once very active, athletic. I love life and think this planet is just stunning. Well, I have a brain condition that is not going to kill me quick, I'm soon to head to a nursing home. I can't do it. That isn't life. It is hell. For all of you that think today is too hard, please live for me. Learn to dance or maybe take up yoga. Call that person you haven't seen in years or take a vacation you only dream of...hey go camping. Be yourself, there is enough of everyone else. Know you are a very attractive person, no matter your age. And if your body has given out, we have the right to go with dignity. If your depressed, please live for me. I didn't get my full chance.
ReplyDeleteDear Anonymous, Dec. 6 2012, 5:57 PM
DeleteI was moved by your honest post.
I am in a remote wilderness, and I have a small, vacant trailer next to mine, with all utilities. If I helped with your travel costs, would you be interested in coming for a visit?
Paul the Old Guy
19,000 Del Puerto Canyon Rd,
Patterson, CA 95363
I'm scared to publish my telephone number, as maybe some scumbag would
start calling me, looking for freebies.
If you email me, please just put in the subject line: Paul the Old Guy
I get so much junk mail, it's hard to separate the good from the bad.
Thanks
Sirs & Ms,
ReplyDeleteI am getting old, and cannot go on forever. But god-willing, I might go on another 30 years or more, with all the new scientific breakthroughs. I hope so.
I abhor the idea of dying in an old folks home, as I am self-reliant, and have lived in a remote wilderness nearly my entire life.
I'm not Muslim, but I do respect The Prophet's approach to death, when he just walked into the desert and disappeared forever.
So, it seems to me that when my health fails, and I can feel death coming on, I should go further into the wilderness, with a 5-gallon steel bottle of Helium, in my old 4WD truck, and just have done with it, instead of struggling for hours to die, in a horrible hospital environment.
Is a 5-gallon steel bottle of Helium adequate? I understand the bag part of it.
Thr worst thing would be to botch it, causing stress to relatives, responders, etc. and pain and embarrassment for myself.
So I want to get this RIGHT the first time, and have at least three times the necessary amount of helium for my head-bag.
With any luck, I'll be 110+ before I need this.
Best Wishes to Everyone,
God Bless!
It is sad to see so many suffering souls in this godforsaken world. Much of the suffering is at the hand of other human beings that are essentially psychopathic in nature. Look into the term loosh. It explains things very well as to why there is so much damn suffering on this planet.
ReplyDeleteI do believe in the right to take one's own life amongst all this carnage but that may not end things because it seems we just get recycled back into shitville for another run at pain.
I have lost my home, my vehicle, my job, my wife, and most of all my children. Because of an accusation I will never see them again. And now am facing a possible life sentence over something that never happened. I want to fucking die everyday. Planning on going with helium right when I run out of time.
ReplyDeleteHow much helium do I need? Would something like this be enough? http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003Q95CNM/ref=olp_product_details?ie=UTF8&me=&seller=
ReplyDeleteWhat, if like me, you're not sick, or poor or unpopular? What if you have it all?
ReplyDeleteI have so many friends who love me, a fantastic career, a nice place, gorgeous girlfriend half my age who worships me, freedom to do just about whatever I want. I'm well-known as a wise, creative and inspiring person. I've built the hottest cars and coolest motorcycles, produced sell-out theatre, created land mark pubic sculpture, worked closely with alcoholics and the homeless to make their ives better, I could go on and on..
But with all these things I do - even the most spectacular - all I see is the things that are wrong with them. Nothing gives me any satisfaction. I need complete perfection and I ain't found here.
Good luck to you all.
x.
If you have the means (money) I highly suggest cognitive behavioural therapy. It helps to change your mentality and the way you think about things and the world. As a sick poor and unpopular f who lives in an abusive family I WISH I had your type of problem. It is a good investment if you are genuine and the only problem you have is the way you view the world.. if only the rest of us were as lucky as you... Take Care
DeleteOn the helium hood why is a bag used over a face mask? Wouldn't a mask be just as effective if it is fitted properly and secureley attached to the tank?
ReplyDeleteCan anyone send me a link of a flow regulator that can assure me a peaceful death? I think it needs a flow of 15 liters per minute (lpm). Mail at santiago-eagle@yahoo.com
ReplyDeletePeople who try to convince people who want to kill themselves not to, or say that it's selfish, or pathetic. Go fuck yourselves. Suicide is a privilege. Nobody was asked if they wanted to be born. One sure as hell can decide this shit is not for them and commit suicide. It's a solution, a permanent one, but a solution still. It's hard for some of us just to EXIST, let alone deal with assholes, insensitive people, bullies, violence in the world, etc. You know what is selfish? Having babies. THAT'S selfish. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying nobody should. People who will be good parents and want to, go ahead, reproduce. But it is selfish. I am here in this world because my mother wanted a girl because we are "Oh so cute." So, yeah, that's why I was born. Really fucking good reason. I feel like I was kidnapped and sold into slavery by being born. So if you judge suicidal people, use your brain to try and consider what people who have blown their brains out feel or think for a second. JUDGEMENT IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I HATE LIVING!
ReplyDeleteWow, thank you for the above, thought provoking view. Greatly appreciated.
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Ever since i was 8 years old my life has been a hell. I was molested by 2 seperate family members at the same time until i was 10 years old and we moved away. As i grew up i came to realize i was gay. I always wondered if it was due to my experiences as a young boy. I get flashbacks sometimes of things and i shut down. I'm about to lose my job for the second time. I've tried to get help and counseling and all that bull shit but nothing ever seems to work. Im 28 years old, i've never had a relationship. Im afraid to get intimate with anyone. Everytime i get close to someone i push them away because im afraid im not good enough for them. I feel like im damaged, defective. If my family knew that im gay they would surely disown me. I see friends and other family members having kids and building families and it breaks my heart that ill never get to have that joy. I cant stand the thought of dying a lonely gay man. Why should i have to live for others?
ReplyDeleteYou'd be surprised to find out that I'm straight and deal with the same problems beyond more serious ones at 27 because I started to become asexual and did not have the opportunity to develop any social skills. In my years I have come to the conclusion that life is nothing but a sick, perverted and morbid joke and the masses are sold without judgement on every lie and false hope that religion, movies and media throws at them yet they judge those that are not exactly like them without realizing that every human being is different with different needs, emotions and personalities just to name a few. I find it disturbing even to think that we're all treated like manufactured products, like robots to work for the well being of those that are in power just because we are tied by the only way on how be began and pass away in life. If you are not damaged beyond repair you will need to stand up and fight for yourself and your rights if you have not yet used your last drop of energy for it yet, otherwise welcome to the club of people who have lost all hope and future.
DeleteSuicide isnt selfish. All u pro lifers and people trying to convince us otherwise get off this website. I have my helium tank all prepared for pick up on Thursday Aussie time. In the mean time im gonna follow betty's advice and make the bag as I dont want to fail.
ReplyDeleteThought of a relatively peaceful method using the exit bag method in a different way. Buy one of those space bags and suck all the air out. Once done fill the bag full of helium and seal the hole. Then breathe out all air in lungs, quickly unzip bag, put head in, seal zip and breathe deeply.
ReplyDeleteDo you really need a regulator for it? or can I just insert tube and let it go?
ReplyDeletei fucking hate all u cunts saying suicide is selfish. fuck you. why the fuck should we live in hell just so we dont slightly bother a few people for a hour or two taking away the body and stuff? what u know about us? i lived a unselfish life this is my right.
ReplyDeleteThe lungs can't process helium. There is no carbon dioxide. So there is no reaction. Which means you don't need a tank or a steady supply. Buy 5 balloons of helium at Safeway for $2 each, put into garbage bag, place over head. That's it.
ReplyDeleteIf you breath helium in, helium comes out, and nothing else. There are no reactions to helium.
wikipedia - suicide bag.
"Right-to-die groups recommend this form of suicide as certain, fast, and painless."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
I find myself in one hell of a predicament as far as my health and death are concerned. The major problem is that I have cancer of the tongue with the result that after 4 operations in as many years and about 1/4 of the side of my tongue removed I cant eat solid foods and have to rely on liquid foods which believe me become very boring.I have not had a solid meal since the first operation about 5 years ago because the radiation treatment burnt out my saliver glands making it almost impossible to swallow anything semi-solid. A real piss off. Anyway to add insult to injury, my years of smoking have caught up with me and I am now suffering from chronic emphysema and I am finding it more and more difficult to breathe which is terrifying. As the disease progresses it will become harder to breathe until it gets to the stage when I can no longer get enough air in my lungs to survive so you literally die of asphyication and that would be a horrific way to go. I do not want to let it get to that stage and have decided to end my life such as it is. I have done weeks of extensive research on suicide methods and the associated drugs to take. Unfortunately, the drugs I am on are Temazepam 10mg. and Tramadol 200mg. I thought they would be an easy painless way out but apparently all sorts of things can go wrong. I may not take enough and survive with brain damage or a stuffed liver and kidneys. Also both of these drugs can cause seizures and breathing depression (unable to breathe) which would be as bad as what will happen to me anyway. The best drug to take would be injecting Oxycontin as you just pass out and stop breathing. I know this for sure as it happened to me a few months ago when I shot up 3X 80mg tablets instead of the usual 1. At that stage I did not want to die as my emphysema was not too bad. The guy that was staying with me came home from work and found me on the kitchen floor. He revived me and got me going again till the ambulance arrived. I was in intensive care for 4 days and in hospital a total of 12 days. Unfortunately due to this, my high dosage of 3 X 80mg. Oxycontin was reduced to 2 X 40mg a day making it impossible to save them up to take about ten to do the job really well. I can't do this as I am addicted to them now after being on them for five years. I read all about the exit bag and decided this was the way to go but I couldn't find out how much nitrogen I would need to complete the job. It would be my luck to run out of gas and end up a bloody vegetable or something else horrible. I came across an article which said that it is not suitable for a person with emphysema as I would not be able to breathe deeply enough before the gas ran out. Fucking typical, I just can't win. Does anyone know of another way which is 100% positive, painless and quick. Your help is urgently needed as my breathing is deteriorating rapidly. You can email me at scotty62@ymail.com. Thanks guys.
ReplyDeleteI really need this to work. I can't take it anymore. Last time I tried mixing pills and alcohol and not only did it not work I was locked up like a criminal with nothing but a bare mattress and a blanket. Why should killing yourself be treated like a crime. Should you not have the right to make decitions about your own body. You have a choice over you body when it comes to aborotions or medical care but once you want to end your like suddenly you have no control over anything. I just want over 40 years of hell to stop. I have the equipment but want to be 100 percent sure it will work this time. I never want to be locked up like a criminal again because I tried to end my own life.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're living in 'hell'...if you think this is the solution, then this will work, only don't expect to work within 10 sec. I know, because I tried. I still have 2 tanks with helium and maybe I will try it again. But I keep asking myself; is this the sollution? I don't have the answer, I just hope you make the choice and won't regret it later. Wish you all the best and love
DeleteIf your successful you wouldn't "regret it later" ,it is a permanent solution. I keep going one more day but I regret it looking back. This bag looks good as it won't leave a mess or screw up the dog like poison might if it spilled.
DeleteDependent on the events of tomorrow morning it may be my last day. Its amazing how easy this choice becomes when your once empty life becomes filled with love then because life's funny little way hope may desire to spit in your face one last time or makes your dreams come true. I've known my whole life if I ever came to this there would be no hesitation and no fear for to reach this decision time has simply run its course for me. If I post another message it is to you all one of hope and despair. Hope still exists for you for it chose not to spit in my face yet there is someone out there who is awaiting my miss. Roll the bones.
ReplyDeleteHope smiled on me today. I pray for all of you.
DeleteWhile you wait for your hour to come, I suggest alleviating stress, calm the mind, and mitigate many ailments by taking "magnesium", as most people are deficient.
ReplyDeleteThe best form is "magnesium citrate" (Natural Calm is one brand) dissolved in water.
The cheapest form is "magnesium sulphate", also known as "Epsom Salts", available in all pharmacies without prescription. Just follow the directions, dissolving some in water. Magnesium is much more bio-available in water.
When I get too old to function, I will use a bag, as I don't want to gross out my employees and family with a gun-to-my-head.
Donations or bequests will be gratefully accepted, to help expand the "Magnesium Online Library" at www.MgWater.com I have devoted my life to that Mg Library, to benefit mankind.
God Bless you all.
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so will those party helium tanks work? the disposable ones from amazon,party stores, etc.?
ReplyDeleteYea they will work but you have to make sure you do it right you may go in a coma or may suffer worse if you fail the attempt (I'm not sure about the coma part so i may be wrong) so just be careful and know what you are doing when attempting this method.
Deletel once tried to kill myself because my dad didn't get me a toy. Duh. l was really so f*cking stupid. Now that i am 32, i think that this was dumb (of course lol) and i know that if i try to suicide for something NOW, i am quite sure i would say "l was really stupid" when i get old. lt is true that life is not a gift, but it is worth enough to fight with it. Problems are only obstacles. Don't have a family? Marry someone and get one. Don't have a job? Do things like fishing or cultivating to survive. Everyone hates you? Show them how beautiful you are from the inside. Just saying.
ReplyDeleteHow about those that were mentally abused from childhood and are still abused at such levels that psychological therapy and anti depressants don't work due to social factors and would require a lifetime of pills and group therapies that would cost more than 60% of monthly salary even for those that are ensured, all that only to develop basic social skills and to cope with the abuse basically submitting to the abuser.
DeleteOthers have lost everything and were forced to live all their life in conditions that are worse than prison.
If you never got in a situation where you lost all hope and life gradually has turned from bad to worse for the past 15+ years and you can still find happiness in your daily life and are happy to work only to spend 80% of your pay on doctors and medication (assuming you have the same medical problems as me, because major depression is only 1 of them) then you clearly don't understand the pain of those people and you'd have been much smarter without bothering to write such bullshit. Marry someone? so you're saying to find and use someone else that didn't do me any harm to pay for my existence? what kind of prick is able to commit such actions? maybe you but not me. Fishing without a permit is illegal where I am from so is cultivating onions or legal vegetables and such on a land that is not legally owned and paid for and the fines are huge but if you are so happy I can exchange my life with yours if you are up to it, but you'll have to live in an apartment room that is smaller than a toilet and have to deal with my father which steals money from the house and you'll never know when papers for late taxes arrive in the mail because he will hide them from you so you'll pay penalties as well every year, it will be no use fixing the land phone because he will cut it again afterwards, and yeah you'll have to pay for his existence as well because he's not contributing anything but will be sure to make your life unbearable, oh yeah and I'd also would love to give you my degrees in graphic design to be able to work a minimum wage job and also my hormonal problems and gallstones so you'll understand how enjoyable life is to have to work with a blocked bile duct and to use all your money for treatments like testosterone replacement therapy, psychiatrists and having to visit the ER from time to time because you'll not have money left to treat your gallbladder. But according to what you wrote as advices you'd probably find and use someone to pay that for you and still be able to sleep at night knowing that you have not worked 1 minute for that helping hand/money which is just as bad as advising broke people to marry someone and raise a family which will most probably be unable to offer the child basic human needs not to mention that marriage will not be sustainable in the first place.
Clearly YOUR reasons for suicide were trivial (not getting a toy that was my life in poverty haa) but does not mean the rest of us who endure medical problems and abuse from family on a daily basis makes it a stupid reason. Until you reach the pit of despair that comes from a life filled with hardship from childhood onwards you are not in a position to pass judgment! I agree with the above user that you are like a rich person judging and looking down on the situations of poor people while getting free handouts from mommy and daddy all your life. So you have 2 choices: develop some empathy OR go become educated about mental health illness and psychology in general.
DeleteIgnorance is bliss I can see why you're so happy XD
Don't use Chlorine, I inhaled it once by accident due to a malfunctioning fume hood, and i can confidently say that i have never been in so much physical pain in my entire life.
ReplyDeleteI'm 70+, have experienced seven years of diminishment from vascular dementia, and have seen nursing home "guests" wasting away over years from the same unstoppable rotting of the brain.
DeleteThere is no reason in what remains of my mind to delay the inevitable.
Hi all,
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your experiences and thoughts.
I am 31 years old and I loved my life. I have a lot of friends, lovely girlfriend and a good job, but I am losing it all. I have been struck by some mystery disease which makes me feel terrible every day. Doctors gave up on me and I do not know where to find help anymore. I am so tired that I am currently at a point that I cannot take it anymore... This is not the life I had in mind.
I have done a lot of research and I finally managed to make a shortlist; helium is my preferred method. I have bought all the equipment and I will leave this world on a sunny day somewhere next week.
The hardest part is saying goodbye to everybody, without telling them that we will not see each other anymore in this life.
I know that I will cause a lot of grief, but I hope that my parents and friends will understand and maybe forgive me one day.
I have had a happy life and I am grateful for 30 wonderful years!
Aeternum vale,
R.
"Instead of Helium, you can use Chlorine"
ReplyDeleteAre you serious? Chlorine is extremely painful.
I just had a jump rope around my neck with 2 very heavy weights on each end, then i dropped both off each side of the bed. I couldn't breath at all and my head started to pulse where i was cutting off the blood, got so close to passing out then the rope snapped and the weight hit the floor! I have no other rope so right now that is not possible. I am going to try the helium method next, cant be anymore uncomfortable than strangling yourself so i am in!
ReplyDeleteI stumbled upon this googling helium for balloons. Firstly, let me say that after skimming through this shocked that such a site exists, I am deeply sorry for the mental state and turmoil the majority of you seem to be going through. However, suicide is a very final solution for a temporary problem. I don't imagine that the creator of the website is in the same frame of mind as you all, since this site is set up to display adverts, and make money off those who are suffering and turning to this thing as a solution. No matter who you are, what you've done or what situation you're in, there is someone that cares. Even if you're an atheist, which you must be to even consider suicide, think of those you are leaving behind. How would you feel if you had a child that committed suicide? Would you feel failure as a parent? shame for not being able to stop it? Heart broken because your child hurt so much that they felt there was nothing worth them being alive for? Man, the weight of that affects me just to write about it. Lets say for a second you aren't an atheist. Suicide is the only sin you don't get chance to repent on, which by the bible most definitely condemns you to hell. If you think this life sucks, then how do you cope with that?
ReplyDeleteI feel I found this site by accident to say something. How do you just move on after seeing so many tormented souls? This should be the last place you should turn to for advice. Try your parents, your friends, a church, a doctor, anything other than a site that cashes in on your pain.
I know this will be an unpopular post here, and I'm fine with that. I don't pretend to know your pain. But if one person reads this and has second thoughts, I will be very happy.
To me, it seems a place for people to share with others in similar pain. I'm not going to bore you with mine, but I can relate to most of the posters. I have made attempts, the click of the hammer hitting a bad primer sucks. In my opinion, a bit of temporary extra pain is not a problem. I have been trolling just to make sure that this time, I GET IT DONE. prefer no mess for someone to clean up and Very afraid of waking up in a hospital even worse off.
DeleteI'm sure a lot of people see it this way, and for adults who consider themselves of sound mind it is up to them. The problem I have with this site is youngsters are involved with this intent on killing themselves also. Every problem at 14 or 15 seems like the end of the world. When really a month later they would have forgotten about it, if they didn't learn they could painlessly kill themselves with helium. Would that kids parents be supportive of this site? Ask yourself this also. If the creator of this site is truly trying to help people, why are there no age restrictions, why are there no help lines, why are there not even any words of hope on here other than yeah do it this way, it won't hurt? What makes everyone on here so special and entitled that they can take their own life regardless of the consequences they leave behind? Are everyone's affairs in order before they depart so that the relatives don't have financial mess as well as being heartbroken with losing their loved ones? Why is it ok for someone to flee and dampen everyone else's happiness, constantly questioning if they could have done more? Do the suicidal even care?
DeleteThe answer to these questions for anyone with any conscience is it isn't ok. Bad things happen to everyone. On a different scale but still bad. Every adult is accountable for themselves and no one will change until they take responsibility for their own situations and work to improve them. Some of the worst things have happened to some of the best people who used their situation to define themselves and help others. Don't do it, don't be that guy. Think of your family. Is there really nothing that can make you happy? Please don't put your children through this if you have any. We all have potential.
Attempting to instill guilt in the posters here suggests that you do not know the severe pain of depression first hand. It is difficult to imagine from the outside. Beware of minimizing it. There have been, in my small corner of the universe, nine suicides. My father's was the closest to me. He left my mother a 27 year old widow alone with me, a five month old baby. His death inflicted a lifelong wound on both my mother and myself. What would I give for him not to have done it? Most anything. Yet I understand that at the time of his suicide he was overwhelmed and in anguish, and I cannot blame him. I am now 55, and have myself struggled all these years with the urge to suicide. Now I believe, most of the time, that I will not end my life in that way, but I will never, ever underestimate the power of that pain when I see it in others. As it happens, I am not an atheist. Pain can at times wipe away all reason and purpose no matter what one's convictions. The most recent suicide in my world was a dear and remarkable friend who shot herself in 2005. She had so much to offer, and so much possibility. But I understand it was impossible for her to see that -- much less feel it -- at the moment she pulled the trigger. Like you, I hope those here will find a way to stay in this world. But it is a bitter battle. It cannot be solved with facile argument or moral chastisement. Much less threat of 'hell.' Real compassion and empathy on the other hand, those we need, ever.
DeleteFirst, I am very sad to see so many in so much pain. I have been researching for a while and this site seems very helpful. My only fear is NOT succeeding, so my plan is to take some gabapentin and baclofen(both of which I have legally to relax muscles and stop spasms caused by workplace injury. I expect my Social Security disability to be denied by the judge within a month, so this will allow my family to collect my benefit and be able to keep our home. Failure cannot be an option as I only would become more of a burden physically and financially. I am guessing that a combination of those meds may stop any convusions caused by the helium. Is there anyone here with some medical expertise that can confirm? I would also like to know if doing this in a car in my driveway has any detrimental effect on the property value of the house or their ability to sell later. I would rather not risk going into the nearby woods, as the wildlife has made identification VERY difficult in several cases, which would delay their ability to collect the survivor benefits from social security. Input would be helpful, and in return, when the time comes, I know somebody who can post details if I succeed.
ReplyDeleteThis is total shit my dad died of suicide and this is how! He got instructions of a website not this website another one! But I am left he did a selfish act but warning to other commiters it does not make the world a better place if you leave it.
ReplyDeleteIt's so sad to see so many people overwhelmed by sadness. There are places you can go to to get help! You don't have to think that nothing good is going to happen! Look around you,look at loved ones faces then imagine tears dripping from their eyes after you commit suicide. Keep them happy and keep yourself happy,see a doctor go to see people like you! Lord knows this website proves your not the only one. I am just a teenage girl who's dad has made the tears drip from her eyes from the age of ten. I am the same blogger as the previous blogger before this comment. This is not your fate. Get help.
ReplyDeletewhile I respect your opinion as well as others, personally, it would be nice to have mine respected as well. I am not overwhelmed by sadness, but rather being realistic. Having been to Multiple doctors and knowing that certain conditions only get worse, I have been exploring options. Came here looking for advice on how to succeed....not be talked out of something.
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